I look up, not really seeing what I'm looking at. Too far inside my own head, a few weeks ago, that might have gotten me killed. Today, it just means I'm staring for a long moment before I realize who it is speaking my name. Another lost friend, another person I know and yet am just about to meet. It's exhausting, if I'm being honest.

"Hello, Blue." I try to smile, but I suspect the expression is a bit hollow. "Surprise?"