"Thank you." It's nice that he's helping me. The people here are nice, Father, so nice that I don't know how to respond to it. Maybe I should have brought you with me, but I wanted to do this by myself. To prove that I could manage here. "I'm... I'm not used to places like these, I thought I was alright but I..."

Why am I babbling? It's as if I feel I owe him an explanation, but I don't think I do, do I?